Its been 5 years...WOW...5

Five years ago today, my cousin Brian passed away.  He would have been turning 50 on July 1, 2014.

I think of him often and sometimes SEE him in my own reflection.  I never realized how much alike we looked...of course, he was over 6 foot tall, had less hair on his head and a beard...but our face...we look alike.

I still miss him....I miss that we had the same sense of humor, the same sarcasm, the same...lots of things and when I think of him, I feel alone because he's no longer here.  He made me LAUGH more than anyone...I miss the laughter too.